07 5 / 2012
GO AWAY
I dont know how else to vent my anger at you, apart from on here and stupid facebook status’. You broke me, and you should take the brunt of this not me. YOU ARSE. Things went wrong because of you, and im the one who is dealing with it. not you. I think you should leave me alone. just go away, far far away where i dont have to see you ever again. Im tired of being the one who has to deal with this on my own and being the person who faces you and has to make everything okay. Its not on, and its not fair.
07 5 / 2012
PRICK
Youre such a fucking douche bag. I honestly wish i could just hate you. Sometimes i do hate you because of what you have done to me. You and your stupidity broke me twice, and i hate you for it. Right now i wish you had never come into my life, i wish i had never met you, and got that close to you. You broke me down all the time. You made me feel broken and lonely too often. You’re a prick who doesnt give a shit about anything but yourself. I hope what you have done catches up with you, can you cope worse than i do. You ruined me and you took everything i had and made me vulnerable. I hate you for that. Youre not the person i thought you were and i wish i had never met you.
09 4 / 2012
9th/4th/2012
See, at the moment i should be the happiest person in the world, have just come back from a ski trip in the beautiful country of Austria- skiing was amazing and the veiw of mountains at every turn was just beautiful to wake up to every morning. I have also gotten back with my boyfriend, Joe. Who i love so much, but since we have been back he has been in the worst mood with me, and is just accusing me of things to do with other boys, and its getting old very quickly. Im currently in the process of making him something with lots of pictures of us and stuff, i hope he likes it, but i dont know, there is a chance that he wont. Ah well if he doesnt like it, he is just being mean :P.
I wish he would just understand how much he means, and how im not oging to do anything to ruin our relationship. Im glad he cant see this however, as i can have my free space for when he gets on my nerves. Am seeing him friday and im very much looking forward to it :D and will give him his present then.
I know im just overreacting but he does upset me alot of the time without realsing it, but im afraid that if i tell him, will just overreact and things will go belly up. I know things will get better. Speech over..
09 4 / 2012
So I’m here in Austria, skiing my heart out and completely loving it! :D
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